And so it begins...

Ok. So. I'm feeling my age. Not saying I'm feeling old, just older, I guess. I feel like I'm finally understanding myself. My limitations. My weaknesses. My gifts. My worth. I feel like I'm finally starting to really get who I am. Or at least a more lucid picture of who I want to be. Turning 30 is like hitting puberty for your outlook and emotions. They finally get their chance to grow up too. And so the changes of a new season are beginning yet again. This is the first time in a LONG time that I am embracing my new season instead of dreading it. The pain is no less, the risk is greater, but the foundation is more solid. It's just time.

On a different note, I am preparing to return to my heart's desire. I am planning another (much shorter) journey to NYC. I'll be there less than 24 hours, but that's okay. I'll be there. Back to the energy, and the deepest heartbeat.

Well, work has definately shifted into high gear. At times I feel totally overwhelmed with the possibility of failure, and at other times I am exhilerated by it. It either thrills me or freaks me out. Mostly I love it. The challenge, the dreaming, the serving, the hardships, the sacrifices - it's all apart of the game of pursuing what matters most to me. The rest will come...

Alright, well, I'm seriously tired - and it's WAY past my bedtime. Goodnight to you all.

Hugs and kisses and more hugs for all.

K<><

Sorry Sorry Sorry

I am sorry I have been so negligent of writing here. I've tried to be responsible and blog on our company's website - so I've been bad about doing it on here too. My bad. Anyway, you should check it out - www.newelemental.com.

In other news, Mitch and I just got back this week from an 11 day stint in Cali. It was way fun, and we had tons of great adventures. The coolest part is that I didn't kill him, and I actually like him still. Who knew?! :) Here's a few pics for ya.

Let's see...I don't know what else to talk about. :) I saw World Trade Center on Wednesday. Not what I thought it was going to be. Interesting. Brave. Sad. Rewarding.

Alright, well that's all you get for today. Perhaps I shall be diligent and write soon. Perhaps.

Love you.